Pregnancy...

Man I had no idea pregnancy was going to be like this. I'm not digging being pregnant at all. I wish I was one of those women who LOVED to be pregnant, however I'm not. I'm having a hard time dealing with this weight gain and getting this belly of mine. I miss my old clothes and being able to see my feet. The headaches and heartburn are the worse. I have never had such horrible pain ever, and I'm not a person who handles pain very well. Everyone says that in your second trimester you should feel your greatest, however I don't feel like that at all. Yes its been much easier from the first trimester, but this trimester is just all new symptoms that I'm having a hard time adjusting to. They say as well that you should have more energy. Not so much here all I want to do is sleep. I have never enjoyed sleeping so much until I got pregnant. Don't get me wrong, I am very grateful that we are having a baby. Its the best feeling in the world knowing that I'm going to be a Mommy, and Presley is something that I helped create. I just wish the next 18 and half weeks will fly by so I can hold her in my arms, kiss on her, and be there for her. As well I'm grateful for Presley because Robb and I are doing amazing! Getting pregnant has made us so much closer then we have ever been in the last 3 and half years we have been together. I can't even imagine how close we will be when we are in the hospital and seeing our baby for the first time together. I feel like this is the biggest step in our life together as a family and its just going to get better from there.